It's been awhile

When is the last time you've been pushed to your limit?

Been forced to move out of your comfort zone?

For me, it's been quite a while. Until recently.

I'm going to keep it generic and not go into alot of details because, well, you and I don't have time for it all. Plus, it would probably end with a dramatic rant and I'll type something I shouldn't, feel bad about it, then delete the post.

So, I'm at a point in my life where I'm being pushed/encouraged to do better for myself. But with all legitimate good things, I will need to put in the work before I get the payoff.

I'm picky about how I spend my time and I don't like it to be dictated. I don't enjoy alot of spontaneity. But, doing things I don't like to do isn't always bad for me. (see years 8 - 13 of my life)

I need to keep learning, keep living, keep my eye on the prize.

Tanner and I have talked it over and I'm going for it.

I'll tell you all about it in a couple of months when I get a better idea of how it's all going to work out.

I hoping for a success story and not a failed attempt story. Regardless, lessons will be learned. There are always lessons to be learned it seems (even though a couple of years ago I thought I pretty much knew it all.)

I'm choosing to go the long way, but it's not always a bad thing.

Oh, and I want to apologize for the mindless/random posts I've been putting up lately. You deserve better.

I've been really distracted and sometimes simple and mindless is what works for me. AND it is my blog. I let myself say and do pretty much whatever I want here.

My blog. My time. My words. Mine.

I hope you all are writing for you and not for the audience the majority of the time. It's easy to worry about entertaining your readers. Remember why you came here in the first place.

For me it was/is THERAPEUTIC.

Free Therapy.

My own little space in the world to have complete control.

It's priceless. It really is.