March Madness

Don't worry, this post isn't going to be about filling out brackets or any of the other things that go with the 'March Madness' label. I've NEVER watched a college basketball game. I'm sure someday I likely will...maybe if my kids are into it or if I have some cash invested or something. It could happen.

I hate to admit it, but I've really been sucked into the boob tube for the past couple of months. Not daytime television. I don't have the time before 8:30 p.m. to sit on the couch nor do I find daytime television in any way appealing. I stay away from the news as much as possible. I should probably try to stay more informed, but I find it so depressing. Anymore I find that some of the stories I hear on the news haunt me for days or weeks. I just don't have the energy to spare.

DVR is pretty much one of the best things ever. Hubs and I have been watching Modern Family, Cougartown, we watch the challenges and weigh-ins on The Biggest Loser, The Voice, American Idol, and Celebrity Apprentice. Having the ability to fast forward through commercials and all of the filler allows us to enjoy multiple shows within 90 minutes or less.

Books! Books! Books! I've been reading like crazy lately and I've been fortunate to have picked up some really good reads. I'm currently on the second book of The Hunger Games series. LOVE IT! I've heard the movie is disappointing but I will probably watch it anyway. I typically take a book to bed to help me fall asleep and instead I find myself staying awake because I'm so sucked in. Most of the time, I crash around 12:30 a.m. Beautiful Miss L. and Mr. Turner wake up between 7 and 8 so I still feel like I get enough sleep. On some days I feel a bit sluggish around 3 p.m. so I'll brew a cup of joe and I'm re-energized for the rest of the day and evening.

I think working out has helped my energy level as well. I've started running again. Only a couple of days a week, but it's making a difference. I feel better. I haven't noticed a weight loss and my clothing still fits the same, but mentally I'm much more relaxed and happy. I'm thinking about doing a few 5k's this summer just to keep me motivated. I would love for my husband and kids to be there cheering me on. It would pretty much make my year. We'll see. Hubs work schedule is overwhelming and it's difficult to just find time where all of us are able to be in the same room together. Additionally, we are still in the process of renovating our home and we have a few major projects coming up in April and May.

Life never lets up does it? As long as I can remember, it's always been a race. Busy, busy. Sometimes I wish it would all slow down, but I have to keep in mind that I am in the prime of my life. We are involved in creating, dreaming, building, and growing. We are leaving footprints in this world.

I've taken on a couple of child care gigs. I've been taking care of my niece on Friday's and in May I will be taking care of my cousin's two children on Monday's. I'm LOVING being able to spend time with my family's little ones! It's been a great opportunity for me to get to know them. Plus, they are so adorable.

Did I mention I became an Aunt again? On February 20th, my nephew  Ryan Danger Johnson was born. He has a full head of black hair and is the cutest little guy. A few evenings ago, he fell asleep laying on my chest. He was curled up in his newborn fashion; legs tucked, fists curled... it was heaven on Earth.

Speaking of babies, Tanner and I have decided that our family is complete. We have been blessed with a healthy son and daughter. That is enough for us. Now we just have to decide on which one of us will be the one that goes in for the procedure that seals the deal.

I'm often asked by people if I plan to return to work and honestly, I don't know. Right now I'm trying to be in the moment and take it one day at a time. I've spent the past 15 years of my life planning my future. College, career, wedding, house, kids, etc... major decisions that have all led me to where I am today. I don't know what the future will bring, but there is no point in worrying about it right now. Today I couldn't be happier and I'll make the best of my tomorrow.